Escape
I’m finally out in the clear and I’m free I’ve got dreams I’m livin’ for I’m movin’ on where they’ll never find me Rollin’ on to anywhere I’ll break away, yes I’m on my way Leavin’ today, yes I’m on my way Just when you think you had it all figured out Runnin’ scared can change your mind I never knew I had so much to give How hard times can fool ya Oh I’m okay, I’m alright Feelin’ good out on your own I’ll break away, I’ll break away tonight I’ve got dreams I’m livin’ for I’ll break away Yes, I’m on my way I’m leaving’, leavin’ today Yes, I’m on my way This is my escape Yes, I’m on my way I’ll break away Yes, I’m on my way
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On my way to making my dream a reality. Time is on my side now, and I am taking advantage of it. I have the right things in motion, and am ready to get this going. I have been working on finishing up a client project, which is great. I have been gathering materials for my first real project and will have the time this week to get that going. I say first real project, as it will be the first items that I will be selling. My logo and website are in the works (thanks to a great friend), and I have my mind in the right place. I know that I have a good pathway set up, and also have alternate or additional pathways if need be.
I have been working towards not rushing the process. I think I am learning that I cannot change the issue of always having to get things done, but rather, slowing down on my way to getting things done. This feels better. I cannot just not get things done, and feel good….that I know, and have thought previously that that was something I needed to change. I have also been doing things that I would normally not do. Nothing too crazy, but different things. Like going for ice cream with my kids. Or going to the movie. My daughter has told me that I am different now…more fun, and yesterday she asked me why, and I said I wasn’t sure why, and she said “is it because you are more relaxed?” Kids are amazing.
When I take a moment to really look at myself right now, compared to where I was a couple months ago, I can see that I am more relaxed, and it feels good. I am more relaxed, but I think I need to be even more relaxed, so I guess that’s why I did not have that answer for my daughter. Why do we always have to think we need to be “more” of something? I am good with where I am at this moment though, and will keep on working towards this better, truer version of myself.